As Hannah McLaughlan said, it really was a fight not to have a screen in the court room. I stood in the court room, on the day that I was supposed to give evidence, arguing with my advocate depute that I did not want the screen and being asked to go and stand behind the screen, to see how it felt, to see whether I changed my mind, when I had said for the two and a half years leading up to this that there was no danger that I would be using a screen.